I struggled with my mental health and constantly doubted myself. Those doubts weighed me down, pushing me into a depressive state that made it difficult to put effort into school. I just didn’t believe I was capable of success.
I struggled with my mental health and constantly doubted myself. Those doubts weighed me down, pushing me into a depressive state that made it difficult to put effort into school. I just didn’t believe I was capable of success.
What helped me push through was a simple but powerful piece of advice from my mom: “Andrianna, do not downplay yourself.” Her words stuck with me, giving me the encouragement I needed to try my best. When I took my second MAP test, I was shocked by my results—I had done exceptionally well. It was an eye-opening moment. I remember thinking, Finally! I did something right. Even when I was at my lowest or made poor choices, my mom always chose to see the best in me. Her unwavering support helped me start seeing it too, giving me the motivation to overcome my self-doubt.
Life has not been without its hardships. A month before I was born, my father’s life was taken. That loss shaped my journey in ways I could never have imagined. There were days when the sadness felt unbearable, when I wished I could disappear just to escape the weight of my struggles. No matter how much I tried to hide it, my teacher Mr. Turner always saw through my facade. He consistently checked in on me, making sure I was okay. I’ll always be grateful to my teachers for taking the time to truly understand me. Their kindness and support made my 8th-grade year easier, reminding me that I wasn’t alone and that they wouldn’t let me fail.
One of the biggest differences between public school and North Shore Adventist Academy is the lack of distractions. In public school, fights broke out regularly, and by 6th grade, I found myself getting caught up in all the drama. Transferring to North Shore was one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. It was a fresh start—a place where I could grow, not just academically, but emotionally and spiritually. More than just passing 8th grade, I made real progress in every area of my life. I’m incredibly grateful that God led me here, to a place where I could build meaningful connections with people who uplifted and encouraged me.
Through it all, I’ve come to trust in God’s plan for my life. Jeremiah 29:11 reminds me of this truth: “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” This verse reflects my journey—through doubt, struggle and growth, God has been guiding me toward a future filled with hope.
Andrianna Blair is a 9th grader at North Shore Adventist Academy in Chicago. She became a baptized member of the Seventh-day Adventist Church while attending North Shore in the 4th grade. In her free time, she enjoys spending time with both her biological and church families.
Andrianna Blair is a 9th grader at North Shore Adventist Academy in Chicago. She became a baptized member of the Seventh-day Adventist Church while attending North Shore in the 4th grade. In her free time, she enjoys spending time with both her biological and church families.
